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[24 Dec 2008|03:12am] |
i'm such a fuck up.
it's so much easier for me to be someone i'm not, than to be who i am.
you've constantly warned me about that...too many times.
and unfortunately, i've learned it...
the hard way.
way too many fucking times.
and it makes me fucking sick to my stomach
and i'm so disappointed in myself.
but one day...
one sweet day.
i'll be the better man.
i promise you.
you were always there to keep me grounded.
and i'm an idiot for taking that for granted.
i love you.
nothing and nobody will ever change that.
and i honestly miss you.
every single word that i have said to you was true.
whether you'd like to believe it...
or not.
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[01 Oct 2008|12:23am] |
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sometimes just thinking about stuff makes you sick to your stomach. i hope livejournal is alive forever so i can look back and see this entry.
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[09 Jul 2008|01:10am] |
being young and restless is amazing. living life, making mistakes, being selfish, being a fucking idiot...being human?
"I'm a million fucking bucks...but I'm a thousand fucking fucks."
that quote sums up my life right now. one day all you in internet world will understand. we've all been there.
real talk at 1am chillin with my vices.
surprised? didn't think so.
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[13 Jun 2008|10:29pm] |
sleeping in a different city every night...in new places...with new and old friends...I find the different hand soaps that I run into, very exciting.
I love washing my hands.
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[08 Jun 2008|10:31am] |
I don't really know what to write in here., I kinda feel like I need to tho.
its hard to stay positive around negativity ya know? nobody learns from that shit.
I've been kinda making mistakes, I think I need to start learning from them. hence the negativity I'm sure.
vices like vipers.
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[10 Apr 2008|10:08pm] |
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sometimes i feel like i get myself into messes i can't clean up.
or perhaps i dont care enough to clean up...
kinda like my bedroom right now hahahaha
ps. fuck you music industry, you're a piece of shit. you blind passion with dollar signs and i fucking loathe you for it. HELLOOOO! MONEY ISNT EVERYTHING! (i would know! im broke as shit hahaha!)
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[16 Sep 2006|07:58pm] |
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so...i spent the last 6 weeks living my dreams, playing music every night. i visited 29% of the united states, and have 80 billion stories. I learned more about myself in these 6 weeks than i think i have in the past 6 months.
i never update this but i decided to cause i wanted to brag about how cool my life is.
:D
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[14 Sep 2006|08:32am] |
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[19 May 2006|12:15am] |
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good shave tonight. thought i might let all you livejournalers know whatep with the mach 3 turbo.
i dont really update this thing too much...
i just sprayed chloraseptic in my throat and i cant feel my uvula...its the little things in life that make it so wonderful. hahaha how dope is that? i went from talking about updating livejournal to stating the fact that my punching bag is nonexistant right now and how that makes life wonderful because i appreciate the small things.
santino romeri. if youre reading this sonny, you reffered to my uvula as a punching bag and i totally believed you. man, youre such a freakin liar. its tight tho cause uvulas stop large objects from going into my windpipe. i always remember the most random things about my childhood. that was a preschool memory.
back to more important matters...uvulas are haaaaard. give it up for uvulas. hahaha theyre lifesavers.
this was probably the longest update i have done in the past 9 months. im just guessing, i almost opened up a new tab in my browser to check...but i figure...it doesnt really matter, it just shows to go ya that i never update with worthwhile information.
ps. natasha, you're cool! i know youre totally gonna read this, so i thought id give you a shout out. SHOUT OUT IN THE LJ OMG!!!!! hit me up when youre not busy taking over the world!
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[23 Apr 2006|09:36pm] |
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has anyone told you that you're wonderful, today?
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[12 Apr 2006|02:57am] |
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i want everybody on the internet to know that i write amazing music with my four best friends. and why is it that i feel like sharing that with you all? well because i am happy. and it should be known man!!
and that is my life.
and that is tight.
and then i deliver pizzas too!
and i dont hang out...
but its cause im too busy
writing music with my friends.
and i bought jeans. and theyre nice. and i like them.
annnnnnnnnnd
a water pipe broke in my closet...yea that was tight. soaked my whole shits. good times.
oh yea...
and im in love.
WITH MUSIC!
gotcha! hahahah okay goodnight.
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[08 Apr 2006|10:48am] |
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life is soooo good right now.
just thought id let everyone in LJ land know.
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[19 Mar 2006|02:22am] |
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hahah so im addicted to youtube.
im watching this korn video and they have lowrider bikes on stage as props. hahahaha sooo tight.
i knew we were forgetting something.
ps. closing on saturday nights is the shittiest of all shitties. im not down.
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[18 Mar 2006|02:00am] |
i almost updated tonight.
alas.
maybe next time
;-)
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[19 Feb 2006|01:46pm] |
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so we're on the front page of myspace.
im trippin out.
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[19 Jan 2006|01:32am] |
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hahaha i totally did another one of those long inciteful updates and got over it REAL fast.
i love life.
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[15 Jan 2006|03:26pm] |
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sometimes life can be extremely stressful.
it helps having wonderful people in your life.
i leave in 5 days. excitedANDstressedANDsadANDanxiousANDready.
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[03 Jan 2006|11:54pm] |
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do any of you LJers know of a journal that you can customize and then update from your sidekick?
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[03 Jan 2006|03:23am] |
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totally updated then got over it.
hahahaha it was pretty deep too.
so ill leave you all with this...
hey hey( ... )
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[29 Dec 2005|03:45am] |
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today i realized what i miss the most.
blaahhhhhhhhhhh. fun weekend ahead.
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